Date : Saturday, October 17, 2009
Time : 4:26 AM
Title : Suck.

Oh , another long time since i post .
Pretty screwed up prelims ,
but i sure i would do better for o's (:

Studying is so hardd .
so hard to concentrate . trying my best .
but still , sometimes it dont work :(

so , some people have some mouth that cant keep to themselves and sprouted some rubbish to my girlf to make her believe that i have another girl.
so cool . suck some shit , to the person who loves to talk crap.
why dont you come and tell me yourself and not to my girlf ?

anyway , thats not the main point .
if you happen to read this ,
then i just got to tell you , whether u trust me or not . (:
ivy (:

off for dinner . byeeeee .

Date : Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Time : 6:15 AM
Title : Deterrance

I need more motivation to keep myself focused to score for my O .
But it seems i cant do it myself.
Been trying and trying.

Somehow it works , i stayed at home for the past one week ,
to study.
STUDY . WOW !
i am so surprised i did.
with a computer at home , its so hard to resist walking over and turn it on.
Once its on , i would be there for hours , awwwws.

See , now i am using the computer again.
But studying too much would turn someone crazyyyyyyyyyyy.
Went girlf's house today.
Study study (:
I got a new watch , from her :O

Now now its time to go and studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
goodbye all.

Goodluck for O and N lvls , friends .

Labels: I am so afraid of O lvls .

Date : Saturday, September 26, 2009
Time : 11:06 AM
Title : Resistance.

So i could not control and went out yesterday night :(
Damnit , came back in the morning , slept til 12 midnight .
Went out to eat and buy cig.
Another day wasted , now night again.
Whatthehell to do when everyone is sleeping and i am up doing nothing but computer , and tv.

Nevermind , i shall go and do some studying now.
This time , i will :D

Prelims really is screwing , hope O lvls is easier.

Labels: I love youuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Date : Thursday, September 24, 2009
Time : 5:57 AM
Title : Ton life.

been like few months since i post ?
lazy , super lazy .

prelims , i totally screwed it , perhaps not that much ,
just fail one subject , but the results aint satisfying ,
in fact , it just really suck.

many many many things seems to happen at one go ,
i cant take it :(
but persisting on kinda looks like my only choice ,
i dont wish to continue leading this type of miserable life .

been ton-ing for consecutively two weeks , no life , but i like :D
perhaps because of that particular one.
made a new friend , idiot called watermelon ,
i dont know why he like to have this stupid name .
hehe.

home is still the best , but , sometimes things really piss me off til going home seems like a hard stuff , or a disliking thing.

friends kept me company through my boring times , i fell in love with a girl .
but we are not together.

since when i had a long-lasting relationship , i keep telling myself i would change , and i would change but nothing changes.

so much i need you , so much i cant get you .
isnt that a fucked up thing?

now is 9.03pm , i am thinking whether i should skip school tomorrow and ton out with friends but it would be boring night again , and yet temptations are hard to resist , and you would be there , i dont know why you would like him , but i cant change ur feelings nor can i force you. maybe if things really go well , then good , i dont mind . being a couple with my brother would be a good thing too. ^^

maybe i should just stay at home , you and him would have so much fun (:
goodnight , i want to do some self-study , come on , let me resist all this going out !

tonight gonna be a good night , cause tonight gonna be a good good night :D

Labels: I want to control myself .

Date : Thursday, June 11, 2009
Time : 1:29 AM
Title : Weakened.

I never expect things to turn out this way.
Someone told me some stuff and i found out that ,
this wasnt for real.
I dont know what to say , what to do,
moreover sms you.
I am so disappointed in you.
You just made me so confused .
I dont know what to do :(

Labels: I wish that we were really together for real.

Date : Sunday, June 7, 2009
Time : 6:12 AM
Title : temptations.

I really tried my best , all i can.
Nothing is change.
I dont want to lose you ,
I want the situation to start changing , for the better.
I hope it would happen ,
cause I really love you.

Leonnnnnn is desperate for her.

Labels: I want her, only her .

Date : Saturday, June 6, 2009
Time : 11:40 AM
Title : please dont stop the music .

normal day.
slack with clique.
home at 10.

computer til late.
dota.
really is no life.
but whattodo , boring.
gonna find a job soon.
wish me luck . (:

i cant stop myself from thinking of you .
every single moment , images of you twirl around in my mind , and yet i could do nothing , texting you was the only way out to stop myself from missing you ?
i dont know what to do , but yet i dont want to lose you.
what am i to you , i dont know myself too .
i just want you to know , i really love you alot .

when will the day come when i get the love from you .