superHERO / Leonnnn spend his time whining here :(

Suck.

2009-10-17T04:26:00.000-07:00

Oh , another long time since i post .
Pretty screwed up prelims ,
but i sure i would do better for o's (:

Studying is so hardd .
so hard to concentrate . trying my best .
but still , sometimes it dont work :(

so , some people have some mouth that cant keep to themselves and sprouted some rubbish to my girlf to make her believe that i have another girl.
so cool . suck some shit , to the person who loves to talk crap.
why dont you come and tell me yourself and not to my girlf ?

anyway , thats not the main point .
if you happen to read this ,
then i just got to tell you , whether u trust me or not . (:
ivy (:

off for dinner . byeeeee .

Deterrance

2009-10-06T06:15:00.000-07:00

I need more motivation to keep myself focused to score for my O .
But it seems i cant do it myself.
Been trying and trying.

Somehow it works , i stayed at home for the past one week ,
to study.
STUDY . WOW !
i am so surprised i did.
with a computer at home , its so hard to resist walking over and turn it on.
Once its on , i would be there for hours , awwwws.

See , now i am using the computer again.
But studying too much would turn someone crazyyyyyyyyyyy.
Went girlf's house today.
Study study (:
I got a new watch , from her :O

Now now its time to go and studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
goodbye all.

Goodluck for O and N lvls , friends .

Resistance.

2009-09-26T11:06:00.000-07:00

So i could not control and went out yesterday night :(
Damnit , came back in the morning , slept til 12 midnight .
Went out to eat and buy cig.
Another day wasted , now night again.
Whatthehell to do when everyone is sleeping and i am up doing nothing but computer , and tv.

Nevermind , i shall go and do some studying now.
This time , i will :D

Prelims really is screwing , hope O lvls is easier.

Ton life.

2009-09-24T05:57:00.000-07:00

been like few months since i post ?
lazy , super lazy .

prelims , i totally screwed it , perhaps not that much ,
just fail one subject , but the results aint satisfying ,
in fact , it just really suck.

many many many things seems to happen at one go ,
i cant take it :(
but persisting on kinda looks like my only choice ,
i dont wish to continue leading this type of miserable life .

been ton-ing for consecutively two weeks , no life , but i like :D
perhaps because of that particular one.
made a new friend , idiot called watermelon ,
i dont know why he like to have this stupid name .
hehe.

home is still the best , but , sometimes things really piss me off til going home seems like a hard stuff , or a disliking thing.

friends kept me company through my boring times , i fell in love with a girl .
but we are not together.

since when i had a long-lasting relationship , i keep telling myself i would change , and i would change but nothing changes.

so much i need you , so much i cant get you .
isnt that a fucked up thing?

now is 9.03pm , i am thinking whether i should skip school tomorrow and ton out with friends but it would be boring night again , and yet temptations are hard to resist , and you would be there , i dont know why you would like him , but i cant change ur feelings nor can i force you. maybe if things really go well , then good , i dont mind . being a couple with my brother would be a good thing too. ^^

maybe i should just stay at home , you and him would have so much fun (:
goodnight , i want to do some self-study , come on , let me resist all this going out !

tonight gonna be a good night , cause tonight gonna be a good good night :D

Weakened.

2009-06-11T01:29:00.000-07:00

I never expect things to turn out this way.
Someone told me some stuff and i found out that ,
this wasnt for real.
I dont know what to say , what to do,
moreover sms you.
I am so disappointed in you.
You just made me so confused .
I dont know what to do :(

temptations.

2009-06-07T06:12:00.000-07:00

I really tried my best , all i can.
Nothing is change.
I dont want to lose you ,
I want the situation to start changing , for the better.
I hope it would happen ,
cause I really love you.

Leonnnnnn is desperate for her.

please dont stop the music .

2009-06-06T11:40:00.001-07:00

normal day.
slack with clique.
home at 10.

computer til late.
dota.
really is no life.
but whattodo , boring.
gonna find a job soon.
wish me luck . (:

i cant stop myself from thinking of you .
every single moment , images of you twirl around in my mind , and yet i could do nothing , texting you was the only way out to stop myself from missing you ?
i dont know what to do , but yet i dont want to lose you.
what am i to you , i dont know myself too .
i just want you to know , i really love you alot .

when will the day come when i get the love from you .

i am not your trophy

2009-06-05T11:21:00.000-07:00

i am being random with my blog titles , dont care about it.
normal school day.
late for lessons.
purposely.
since no punishments.
socialstudies , i concentrated throughout okay.
amaths, do work 1 hour , sleep 1 hour.
emaths was boring.
dominicgoh loves stories , but its interesting,but never learn much.
starting to dislike his teaching.

home , bathed , dyed hair.
rofl . color not even , to me .

went hougang , meet clique.
slacked around.
pokercards.
funfun.

around 10.
went home.
computer.
dota.
no life.

quarrels makes a relationship stronger.
i promise to be truthful to you.
forgive me for all the past.
its all my fault.
i know i am not a good boyf .
i will try my best.
i love you.

chanelwee , lets last long alright ?

silent angel.

2009-06-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

school at 9 30.
late.
went physics.
quite fun.
experiments.

recess , good , smoke break :D
chemistry .
went for art .
i got alot to catch up ,
and i will.
o lvls.

home , bathe ,
went hougang ,
meet clique.
slack , rot .

reach home around 10.30.
bathe , com .

recently ,
two chalets.
vanessa's and thuya's
was fun.
sorry vanessa , too many unknown ppl thr , dont want to go ,
moreover u wont have enough time to entertain all.
thuya's chalet was fun.
drink , chat , played.

i am not suppose to blog about this .
but in short to summarise up all.
we came up with a great idea to prank jason.
and pretended that someone was possessed ,
and told him to do all the silly things and so.
and he DID !
super hilarious and what a joke .
although he was scared out of his guts ,
it was fun :O
but , its just a jokeee .

and last but not least ,
1st june is memoriable.
Vanessa 's birthday.
Crystal 's birthday.
Thuya 's birthday.
The day , we started our r/s.
Happy birthday to these two 15 year old girls , and 16 year old boy.
:D

I am starting to love you more and more each day , i hope u know , chanelwee.

take everything away from me.

2009-06-03T09:11:00.001-07:00

today prelims , english oral.
super tired lah.
ytd ton over at thuya chalet , had lots of funxz.
took the first bus home , super feel like sleeping while walking home.
reach home , bathe .
rush to school.
reach around 8 10.
then oral actually start at 9 30 , fuck.
ate breakfast , then took oral , went home , sleep.
com.

last monday , i had my olvls chinese paper.
wish me luck eh.
i wish to pass with flying colors for olvls.

now that i found a girl i truly love ,
i swear i will love you wholeheartedly.
and i really do.

Chanelwee , iloveyou (:

Words of Confessions.

2009-05-30T09:17:00.000-07:00

been long since i post.
things have been going haywire for me.
i knew i was going to do something wrong , but i dont know what it was.
and i couldnt stop myself from doing it.
now that i regret it ,
its useless.
things have gone.
the person i would want then any is gone too.
i made a stupid mistake.
but i dont know how to amend it.
i would be trying.
i wish this is a lesson to me.
i want to learn from my this.
and i want tot thank that particular guy who gave me this chance.
i will treasure , appreciate , cherish and i swear that i would change to become what we should be.
a normal person.
i want to thank him , and apologise to him too.
but i dont know what words would be perfect.
he has been troubled by stuff recently already and yet i did this to add on to his troubles and make him more headache , i feel so fuckedup now that i dont know what is my next step , but i want to prove it to him that i will make use of this chance and turn over a new leaf.
i swear i will.
thankyou at last.
you will always be what we used to be , at least to me.
i seek no forgiveness cause i dont deserve it , i guess.

Leonnnn is sorry , and will turn over a new leaf.

Disappointment.

2009-05-27T00:51:00.001-07:00

Meettheparents session is on 29th.
Two more days to go.
I know i disappointed my mum.
i will try hard and prove it to you during prelims and olvls.
dont look down on me !

guess i would be staying at home today.
so boredddd.
someone please ask me out :(

I love you .

Fuckyou.

2009-05-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

Exams over already.
here to blog.
flunked most of my exams.
but i will buck up.
i will means i will.

Today met wanni ,
went around,
before going hougang.
slacked around with aaron , jason , benson and wanni.

Some stuff happened , i dont wish to elaborate.
The long hands of justice caught up to us.

Fuck all the police , seriously .

affair.

2009-05-12T23:44:00.003-07:00

had science ( chemistry and physics ) mcq paper and e-maths paper 1 today.
kinda easy , confident , and i think i would get a good grade for it :D

stress-ed up with studying.
i need some stress relieving activites.

Leonnnn hopes to have a sex affair.

stress

2009-05-11T06:45:00.002-07:00

tomorrow exams.
gotta prepare myself :D

lucky , tomorrow art.
still got a few more days to prepare for my weaker subjects.
wish me luck (:

Leonnn hopes to pass all his exams with flying colors so that he can be free during june holidays.

wish

2009-05-08T08:20:00.000-07:00

I really think that I should start to grow up , and stop being a kid.

day by day

2009-05-07T23:55:00.000-07:00

woke up , drowsy .
went to buy cig .
almost late .
assembly .
geography paper .
kinda lucky , studied only 2 out of 12 chapters.
both came out (:
recess ,
a maths paper 1 .
kind of easy too til the last few questions
thanks kahhwee for letting me see some of the answers
HAHA.
after school , straight home.
bathe , com-ed
going out soon.
to hougang.
lydia got a birthday barbeque.
happy birthday , lydia (:

Leonnn never had a dream this true , i got a crush .

this is what happens when school gets too boring :D

its been so long.

2009-05-07T05:47:00.001-07:00

7 days seen i blog,
super busy.
studies.

went bedok hq for the incident at the chalet.
officers super guailan but good at the same time.
nothing much happened.
we were releasedd , almost got lockup because they simply felt like it -.-

ton-ed at aaron's hse for two straight nights.
fooled around , watched movies.
enjoyed myself.

english paper , chinese paper , social studies paper,
was fine, confident of getting a pass :D
tomorrow is geography and amaths paper.
hope i wont flunk them.
thanks to those who helped me through.

a rather short post this time round.

Leonnn is off to study (:

Love

2009-04-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

Been long since i posted ,
aaron's chalet was kinda fun but only two people cleaned up the chalet , shall not mention much.
some rather unsightly incident happen towards the end of the chalet and everyone's mood was fuckedup.
get well soon , though i dont know you well.
people kept mentioning that i indirectly caused it to happen , but idontknow too , i apologise.

this few days were rather normal.
wakeup,
go school,
come home,
go out / slack,
go home,
sleep.
daily routine?

guess was the same today.
woke up early.
went to school,
fell asleep in classroom and missed morning assembly.
stupid, later get case.
school hours were rather normal.
must learn how to curb that smoking habit of mine.
kinda piss off myself too.
smoke,smoke and just smoke.

went home after school,
bathed, went to kovan.
met Aaron , Jason , Subash , Superkid , Samuel and Vanessa.
slacked around.
Mr. Petty of the day ,
got angry and pangseh us halfway.

went lan , gamed til 9 ,
slacked around.
went home.

tired ,
Leonnnn needs his daily sleep now!

unpleasant

2009-04-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

Advance Happy Birthday!
Superkid

Sorry , cannot blog on the actualy day.
present will be late (:
16 already hor, think properly.
dont childish childish already ah.
takecare of yourself.

fun

2009-04-23T07:08:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 6.
After a long 'holiday' , i realised i still could get used to waking up so early.

Went school.
Fun , fun , fun :D
Finally back in school .
Try my best not to get suspended again :D

Released at 3 30 , went home change.
Went Hougang , 511 , met Aaron and co.
Went Kovancentre , lan-ed.

Rushed home for tuition from 8 to 10 .
Boredddddd.

Com-ing now.
Will be at chalet from 24 , 25 , 26 .
Hope it would be fun , aaron MR aaron.
HAHAHA !

school

2009-04-22T07:22:00.000-07:00

Woke up.
Went Hougang find Aaron and Jason at nearby school.
Ate. Went front gate, waited fr that pretty girl :D
She came with her friend.

Walked about and decided to go Hougang point.
Fuck the weather -.-

Reached , Aaron and Jason went off for awhile.
Went mac , see her friend eat.
Though the time was short , at least i got to see her (:

Walked back to school,
halfway sat down at a block and see few idiots from Hougang primary DANCE.
Hilarious and entertaining , two words . Plus they just sucks :x

That pretty girl left w her friend for sch.
Met Aaron , Subash , Jason , Jeremy.
Slacked around.
Went Jason hse , slacked , chatted , idle .

8 plus , went to mall .
Walked about , went harmony park.
Chit-chatted til 9 30 .
Left for home.

Reached home , bathe , com-ed
Off to bed , tmr's a important day HAHA.

And , tmr can go back school alr , so happy :D

Foolish act

2009-04-21T07:46:00.000-07:00

Got up at noon.
Faced the com til 2 . went hougang .
Met aaron , he wore a stupid shirt HAHA
After he changed shirt ,went to kovan centre for usual gaming.

Police came , raided the place .
Alot of below 16 got caught for being at thr before 6.30pm,
including Aaron ! HAHAH
pathetic , lucky i am 16 .

Headed to kovan , slacked around .
Did stupid things , videos , pictures taken.
HAHA.

Waited for Jason , slacked awhile , headed to hawkercentre near heartland mall,
Met Superkid and Superboy .
Superkid , thanks for the cigs :D
Walked over to Mavis with the intention of looking around.

One fucking idiot lighted a cig outside the tuition halls , with parents , students around.
Who in the right mind would do that?
Shall not mention much.
Laughed til stomach pain.

Headed to park near 220 .
Slacked awhile , when to hougang ave 8 ,
Cut hair. Still the same i guess.

Went to 511 buy cig , went to 831 , slack awhile .
Left for home , leaving Jason , Aaron and Benson.
Gotta rush , sorry.

Today was entertaining !
Stupid things just come one after the other.

I laughed like a fool.

Its been 2 years , brothers.

State of confusion

2009-04-20T08:12:00.001-07:00

Forced myself to wake up at 10.30
Washed up , got ready for tuiton at 11.

From 11 - 1 , tuition tuition tuition.
Damn.
Lunch break.
Continued from 2 - 4.
My head was going crazy alr.
Finally it ended.

Went out , met Aaron , Jason and Subash at hougang.
Headed to kovan centre for usual gaming.
Left at 9.

Reached home at 10.
Bathe , ate , com-ed til late.
Getting ready for sleep soon.

I miss school

Temptation.

2009-04-19T08:03:00.002-07:00

Woke up at 1 .
Bath-ed , sneaked out of hse .
Went 644 meet Aaron and Jason.
Waited for Benson ,
Walked over to 624 , slacked around.
Met Huihang & Huizhe .
Basketball maniacs.

Headed to kovan at around 5.
Ate , and slacked around.
Once again , we did something.
But this time , Aaron got so crazy ! HAHA.
Met VanessaWee , slacked til 9

Went home.
Com-ed.
Off to sleep , i am really becoming a pig soon.

I shall quit doing such stuff , from today onwards :D

Remember the time?

Sinful

2009-04-18T08:38:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 8.
Went kovan tuition til 11.
Rush-ed home , tuition again.
From 11 30 to 1 30 .

Left house , board 23 , realised that i dropped my money,
got down , got money again from mother.
Board 23 , was fooling around on the phone with Jason.
Reach tampines , met him , smoke , ate , met up with Aaron.
Waited for Subash who got left out by PHBs accidentally -.-
Went to hougang mall.
Ate mac.
Met Ahwen for awhile, went kovan centre.
Played lan , met a friend of mine. Shall not mention who.
Went to kovan , waited for Subash to eat again ,
Slacked around at void deck.
Sinful things repeated its history.

Left for home at 11.
Bath-ed , com-ed.
Tired , Leonnn is getting to sleep soon.

A picture from way back then.

Usually.

2009-04-17T08:40:00.000-07:00

As usual , woke up at 12 today.
Com-ed til 2 .
Had my lunch .
Took cigs from mother , went out.

Met Aaron , laughs
its been a long time.
then went to garden , lan closed for maintenance.
went to find jason , cally , amelia , and one other guy.
did something sinful but at least i controlled myself :D
that guy was kinda good , gave cigs away .
hang around alil while , headed off to kovan centre for lan.
l4d was fun , had to leave early cause got tuition.

went mavis , tuition was fun .
was attentive today , as USUAL :D
ended late ,went home.

bath-ed , and com-ed again.
Anime is nice ONEPIECE :D

off to bed soon.
goodnight.

Good things come and go , but brothers stay throughout.

The funny things we do together :D

Boredom kills.

2009-04-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

Bored.
Woke up at 11 . Forced myself to sit down once again.
Forcibly studied til 3 . Went nearby school , saw alot of schoolmates.
I miss school :(
Took stuff from classmate , wandered about to streetsoccercourt , hanged around awhile before heading home.

Reached home , studied til 7 .
Wow , did i become a nerd ? Studying , studying and still studying.

On the com , friendster , blog-hopping , anime.
At least i can kill some boredom :D
Currently blogging . Still no one willing to study with me :(

I am so gonna flunk my mid-year exams if this continues.

Stunning.

2009-04-15T00:41:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 12 .
Stared into the space , got up .
Com-ed til boredddd.

O'lvls in a few months, the importance of it.
i guess i still cant see it.
Forced myself to sit down and started studying.
Physics, from square-one.
whatthefuck.
i dont even know any of my subjects well.
but i will try my best!

Quarrels because of girls are really not worth it but
no point ranting about it.
what gone is gone , i hope that it would be over soon (:

When the day comes , brothers will unite and stand together!
Anyone interested in studying together?(:

Birthdays means nothing to me alr.

2009-04-14T05:57:00.000-07:00

As i sang the last few sentences of my birthday song , i realised the meaningless of it . Birthdays are all the same.
Looking at it positively , i gained some freedom .
Though this was the best birthday i had so far , there wasnt any celebration .
But still , i love to thanks these people who had wished me (:
- Chester
- Cheeweng
- Superkid
- AaronTan
- Shairazi
- Jason
- Amelia
- Cally
- Ivy
- Jody
- Subash
- Diana
- Maggie
- Superboy
- Shazleen
- Huihang
- Huizhe
- Gilda
- Jingting
- Ahvan
- Clarissa
- Huitian
- Yanni
- Jeryl
- Marcus
- Clinton
- Vivian
- Lionel
- Valerie
I hope i never left out any of you (:
Thanks for the present too , Shazleen , Cheeweng , Vivian , Superkid .

Afterall , this is just a birthDAY (:
and all that i wish for is you to be by my side.